However, on the contrary (can I use both of those?) today was not one of those days. Today was a quasi free day. I say quasi because we did do some drill in the morning and had a standstill performance. BUT, we were then released into one helluva mall in downtown Nashville. It's one of those gigantic malls you find in every other state. The only thing I can really compare it to would be Arizona Mills, but I'm fairly certain none of you have ever been there or know what I'm talking about.

I feel really guilty about having free time though. The simple truth is, we suck. We are definitely having our asses handed to us right now. Forget whatever it was I said earlier, by the way. It sucks but we need the rehearsal time and we need to work. Whatever, I got three new CD's out of it. And I almost, ALMOST had access to the internet. Stupid Radio Shack...

So something happened the other night that I had been looking forward to since move-ins. We had our first competition with the Cadets, got our asses kicked but that's besides the point, and that wasn't what I was looking forward to. What I WAS looking forward to came in the form of a young lady by the name of Caitlin. So surprising, and so very confusing. I got what I wanted, but not what I expected. Ever have one of those? It felt nice though. Not that nice, perv. There's this saying that whatever happens on tour stays on tour. I would totally respect that decision, but I wouldn't like it.

It's not fair, man. I don't want to get my hopes up, therefore, I won't. Right now I'm just going to assume that we're two horny and burnt out people who just need whatever it is we can give eachother.